久野 花
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どうしても、自分がいつか死ぬということを感じ続けていたい。でないと生きている気がしない。だから、こんな人生になった。

   

不知道从什麼时候开始,在什麼东西上面都有个日期,秋刀鱼会过期,肉罐头会过期,连保鲜纸都会过期。我开始怀疑,在这个世界上,还有什麼东西是不会过期的?

如果这记忆是一个罐头,我希望这一个罐头不会过期。

      

I have been keeping to my routine of running every week. On Mondays, Wednesdays and Thursdays I put on my jogging shoes, strap a tracker to my arm and head out into the dark, cloudless night.

I start with a brisk pace and pick up speed with strides strong and brimming with confidence, ponytail swinging wildly left-right-left-right, one-two-one-two, black-white-black-white asphalt beneath the soles.

Running is a comfort to me. It is the only time when I keep to my homemade void of silence and feel the soft architecture of lungs collapsing and rebuilding itself in seconds. It is the only time when I don’t have to talk to anybody and don’t have to listen to anybody. It is the only time when I think of nothing and the only time I can finally be alone.

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I’m not the kind of fool who’s gonna sit and wait for you.

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이것이 꿈이 아니라.

 

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